am obicei sa scriu versuri sau poezii... toate sunt in engleza pentru ca in romana nu prea le gasesc rime :
Waiting....
My shattered clock with twisted hands
screams melodies, and empty plans.
Of time unsung, and evil words,
are we this bad, and this unsure?
The crawing tick and inching tocks,
a horrible disaster; my eyes are locked.
I cannot look away,
and all my colors fade to grey
This ill fate has brought us here.
The memory of forgotten years.
We wate our time in indecision,
never apreciate what we are given.
A simple voice, the one I need,
is the evil thing of which I heed.
To see those eyes, those knowing eyes,
and that voice, my angel up high.
But those things won't come, they won't arrive,
They will never bring me alive.
All they give, all they gave,
is an empty wish, and a shallow grave
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Wondering
I stare out upon the open sea.
The refractions of the cumbersome orb do naught to
do injustice to my eyes.
The sea has its own beautiful monologue.
Echoing, echoing, through the floor and into me.
The soul of such a grievous mass comes to bear in a soliloquy.
Of tossed emotions, broken bottles.
How many bottles held a note?
From one to another, for whatever intimate reason
."I love you," "I don't," it doesn't matter.
It's gone anyway, now,
worn out by the tumultuous season.
Its blessed note has gone a-tatter.
It's as if the sea is as lonely as I,
bringing its pain to bear against distant lovers.
So that the sea could breath a shuddering sigh.
Knowing that its pain is felt by another.
Perhaps the sea just must wreck ships.
Perhaps the ocean can't come to grips.
Perhaps the ocean is a sea, composed of tears, just like me. ..
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YOU
I've suffered through so much.
I've been in pain all my life.
But it's all worth it when I see you.
I'd be prepared to throw it all away for you,
To give my life so you can live on.
But you would never know.
My shyness is the price...
For loving someone
Who would never love me back.
I could never tell you.
The way we fight,
The way you hate me...
That's why you could never know.
You are my inspiration,
You make me want to do good things.
But we aren't meant to be together.
Why can't I just see that?
I try to get over you
But I can't.
I love you too much,
But I hate you too.
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Red skies at night
Dark putrid veil no light in sight
Swirls of blood it’s hard to make the distinction
I see a fingerprint marking our extinction
Humanity the culprit
Painted by blood now tainted
Standing still as oil spills, we waited
Wanting to get away, awaiting city transit
The train did arrive
Breaking to a stop, it’s wheel ignited a spark
Unconcerned by the flame that arose from the stark
Seated and fastened the train is in drive
Inaction leading to a series of chemical reactions
Rustic amber earth is burning in embers
Mother earth no one will remember
No catalyst for change no satisfaction
I get off the train
The city seems dirty and gritty
There’s a hustle and bustle, people are giddy
I look at the sky once more to witness rain
Red skies at night pouring acid rain
Weeping willows clearly dying
An aerial fleet of birds no longer flying
Rain that cant be retained causes anguish in vain
Erosion and corrosion Path of decay forming sludge
Mother earth holding a grudge
Now we pay heed with close attention
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Why?
Why do I still cry?
Why do I still lie?
When you ask me, how I am?
I just want to run and hide
I've got to face the truth
There's no me and youWhy?
Why do I hold on to broken dreams?
Why?Why are you still everywhere I see?
Why?Why do I hold on to these memories?
I've got to set you free
From me
I'm not living in an alternate reality
I know we're overBut I,
I still think of you sometimes
Do you?
I analyze
Everything we went through
I'd change anything to bring the past
Back to lastWhy?
Why do I hold on to broken dreams?
Why?Why are you still everywhere I see?
Why?Why do I hold on to these memories?
I've got to set you free
From meI'm letting go
For the last time
Don't worry
This time,
I just might mean it
I know I can't change the past
This pain won't last
Why?Why do I hold on to broken dreams?
Why?Why are you still everywhere I see?
Why?Why do I hold on to these memories?
I've got to set you free
From me
I can't hold on to these memories
They're only killing me
I've got to set you free
So I can see
There's life beyond the past
This pain, it won't last
